Show me the money

I'm really feeling guilty now. After reading couple of posts on the support board I really feel angry at myself. There were some posts on mid life crisis. About how materialistic the world can become. And here I am feeling let down because I can't earn good pay starting this year. Can't wait for just one more year, seems that DM hasn't taught me to be patient in other aspects after all.

Yes I'm patient with my medicines,treatments but when it comes to other such petty things I can hardly wait. An eye opener for me. Y'day news was that out of 8 people from my CA class that were selected for the internship 7 had refused. That left me alone, n I was in two minds till today evening. But I've definitely made up my mind now. I'm goin through with it ,come what may.

We were informed that details about the project like technology to be used, our role would not be divulged to us until 3 days before the project starts. Also like I wrote before they will be paying us peanuts for the job. But the experience could prove to be useful.

I've seen people saying that the materialistic world doesn't hold of much importance to them after going through our terrible experiences with DM.N now I feel exactly opposite. Hope these recent posts put some light & sense into my vision. I hope I'm not lured by such petty things in my career & rather focus on job satisfaction & achievement of my dreams that have yet to come.


Ciao n Peace.