Mixed Feelings

Last couple of days I have been having a time warp kind of feeling. Things are moving so fast. First I was super busy attending my doctor's appointments, did some shopping and traveling and then my good friend's wedding is up this week. So been busy attending some functions.

My leg pain has gone up. Also due to the chill in air, my muscle stiffness/pain has also increased. However my rheumy feels it should be all right if I restart work. So had my first interview today. I have kind of mixed feelings. I was definitely rusty and it doesn't help if you try to smart mouth the interviewer. But I couldn't help it. The questions that he was asking were dinosaur questions and I was trying to relate them to current situations / projects. I am not fond of people reading and talking about the same old things. This is a time for a change and starting new paradigms. People should start questioning age old practices and think for themselves for once ! 

I thought he was bit of a stuck up. Anyhow it was a good experience. Now, I know when not to act smart :) Sometimes I feel I should stay my ground and believe in my convictions and let the rest fall into place. But then just a bit of compromise can make things a lot easier. One thing DM has taught me is, instead of taking the long walk across the park always try to jump across the fence and take the shorter route ! Time to apply it for other "walks" of life.

So tomorrow there is going to be lot of dancing around to do at a function. Not sure if putting on my dancing shoes is going to help a great deal. Maybe it's time to get the Vit D & B12 shots that my rheumy suggested !

Ciao n Peace.